i'm very very sorry!!

hey there!! was really upset today.. i was in a meetin.. a meetin wit my chairman-we fought for about 3weeks- when he said smtg, i will juz tell him off.. he didn't attend the last meetin.. so it's kinda obvious tat he don't noe anythin.. then i juz tell him off.. after the meetin, we were havin table talk.. talkin bout the stuffs tat we done wrong and stuffs like tat.. i was quite quiet today.. so one of the helpers brought me out for a little while.. talkin bout the problems i face.. so i juz told him tat i'm sad for being blamed for everything.. then he called the chairman to talk to me.. in the whole table talk, i was crying.. well.. i was angry.. but i didn't meant to shout at him.. i juz needed to shout to release the misery in me.. i was sufferin for the past 3 weeks bcoz of this.. i don't wanna carry this burden anymore.. so yell.. the first time was normal.. the second time was louder.. and the last time was very very loud.. i felt bad about it.. don wanna have this feeling in me.. juz wish it's over.. hope tat things wil get better..
I'M REALLY SORRY DARREN YEO KHEE REI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!