love doesn't suit me!!

I juz came back from a camp 4 days ago.. and during this 4 days, many many things turn up.. in camp, i had two choices.. then after tat, one of the choices(a guy) told me tat he has his another half dy.. u can't imagine how deep the cut is!! it's hard to noe tat a guy who's so good to u juz dump u like a piece of shit.. it hurts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i'm feelin great now.. coz i'm helpin another choice of mine to be wit the girl he likes.. but their process seems very slow.. so idecided to help them.. haha.. and ya!! i juz got a new godbro.. he's quite good to me.. i'm kinda happy to have him as my godbro though.. i'm kinda a strong girl!! i can do lots of things by myself.. i can handle the pain, the pressure and the torture tat ppl gave to me.. no matter how hard it is for me, i'll try my very very best to go through it wit my patience and my optimistic attitude.. it's juz tat i can't handle stage-fright.. it's kinda scary for me nowadays.. i dunno why.. but last time, i wasn't scared to be on stage.. i was a dancin queen last time.. i dance, i sing on stage without any fear last two years.. but now???????? haiy.. wat happened to me..??? at least i'm more grown up now.. haha..